That feeling~

[adahshemea7]

While searching for 5x18 related posts, I stumbled into this post which states that maybe Arashi will disband at 5x20. Just thinking about it really ruins my mood and bring me to tears. I want to be selfish and say that I want Arashi to stay for a really really looong time. But I need to consider their own lives as well - how they want to start a family, have their own kids and such.

Aaahhhh~

Right now my emotions are all over the place.